Shower + Bed Time :)

Problem

So, why does Ellen DeGeneres think I don't deserve to be special, that it's something you do all through the years?  She won't end up on top with me at 26.

Why so negative?

Powers

Police

I will ask tomorrow about policing the schools..

video of me

calling the police earlier @ taking me to Lakeside, like a homeless shelter for annoying people in Orlando where people who don't feel well sit around all day and do nothing.

YouTube

Attractive People Are Polite

Funny how attractive people don't have it in them to come out themselves and stop you.

U2

So, if I deserve not to get what I asked for then why you?

Full Europeans

In America, they are all prized, but they are horribly racist over people with a mixed European dad only and a mom more recent from out-of-the-U.S., when they think about that ideal..

Look Out!

So, look out for Nazi boys who ruin little girls's fantasies.

Found Out-

So, I looked at Lily R.'s blog.. and I saw that she's better than me, just because I made a joke, cracked a joke, and like she's attractive because like she thinks what she gets from her parents is like what it is and not something she did as a person, she just gets anything, and the fact that I will get something is something bad for her..

A Beautiful Nose

So, I'm waiting for someone to have a beautiful nose that looks sleek, as in isn't too skinny but looks pointy.

Getting Tired

Unfortunately, will wake up but am worked up, what to do?  I am not calm in my house, my parents.

Un Problemo

So, why are my friends crazy acting like someone from Late Boom?  That's rather offensive.

Problem

So, Ellen DeGeneres's mom doesn't want her to like me, thinks she doesn't deserve to make people feel good who are younger, like she supposedly would have done for her.  She's just up, has no brain for how to feel.

Something Funny

So, don't feel so you won't feel.

Twitter

I mean

Watch me singing, then shower and go to bed..not sure, think I have everything packed..oh my shoes.

Starlight Starbright

So, I saw a start in the middle of 2 stars and it moved side to side.  I opened my eyes another time, and I saw a red 1 blink and like glow out.  They said they'd get me outta here but knew I wanted to stay.  Last night.

To Make Me Feel Better, for Now

I guess I'll listen to music.

Plan

I'm talking to Ginny after class to make me feel better but not to touch her.  Don't stop me, Ellen DeGeneres.  What is your problem?  Why won't you be nice?  You're just like everyone else.

Problem

So, why does my mom think I'm 1950?  I think I'm 1960.

Problem

So, why is no one online?

My mom was so mad at me today.. treated me like I didn't deserve anything, that I was also like my dad.  There was this German-American piece of shit who tried to stimulate her, but there was nothing I could do, my mom just got mad at me.  My dad probably made her Pennsylvanian.  They moved down south with his stupid sister.  They're acting like she's better in some perverted way and not letting me like think I'm anything.  Maybe, they're Jewish niggers.

Problem

Ellen DeGeneres is sorry for young kids.  She keeps saying I was shit when I was a kid.  I'M NOT A PIECE OF SHIT AND I DON'T NEED A THERAPIST.  I ROCK AND I ROLL.

Problem

Why does Ellen DeGeneres keep pretending things?  She doesn't know how to live.  Why does she act like she's gonna meet people, and why does she use Portia as a tool?  I'm cool watching her and using her Tweets to try to network..

Problem

I DON'T GIVE A SHIT ABOUT THE SHIT TIM BURTON HAS INCITED, that because we are not some stupid perverted 1 glorified person who is perverted that we rock and roll and experience the setbacks like he's just there for something like that, just a tool, well that's not what I want, so maybe we better do something about him spreading this around.

Problem

Stop making fun of me Ellen DeGeneres.  You are saying that you're controlling me, well I was just in the car with my mom and she made me very uncomfortable.

Problem

I keep getting farts from Ellen DeGeneres.  I told my mom I wanted to **** famous people for 1st telling me I'm not like someone born in 1960 and then that I had to be stimulated in a perverted way.

POLICE

I called and called a line to tell them about police taking people who did nothing, as it's very touchy when I grew up to just believe someone and take them in, keep taking them in, and nothing ever happened.

What are you doing, here?

What is Ginny doing watching me? I guess she found me, here. :) I know someone from San Fransisco.

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DISNEY

Why doesn't Ginny advertise people to come for college, to DISNEY?

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Clinically D.iccabled

Why are clinically disabled juveniles allowed to take class from Ginny, in Orlando? Why can't we meet people, now!

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Leaving

Mobile

Problem

I'm tired of people with "older" parents thinking they know everything.

Problem

I don't actually like Italian and niggers telling me they have a handle on me.

Problem

What happened to my eyes?  They went out.  Why?  Are you playing with me?  I mean, they were weak on the top and looked thin and watery.  You know there is no reason.  The world just hates me and is stupid Italian shit.

AH GAT DIS DAWN

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Plan

Want to watch "The Ellen DeGeneres Show."  Just have to make a recording of me talking, memorize something, pack.  Go to bed, wake up at 4 A.M.  Leave 5-5:30 A.M.

Studying 3|

Trip

I planned my trips 'til Tuesday.  Gotta wait to plan for Thursday, thought we could book a month in advance.

DayQuil. 3I

awhile back

Practiced

I practiced once.  The lines are incredibly easy and probably fed.

OK. 8|

Time to practice, again.

"Ah GOT THISUN DAWN"

Valentine's

I thought Ginny would be missing, and I kept asking her, regurgitating, and she made me say like mom and then turned me down because I was shit, had a life that wasn't smooth.  !@#$%&*

Small Ear

I guess my right ear shruk.  8-|

M**********

TURN UP THE MUSIC! ,}:0

Watching "The Jellicle Ball" from Cats I posted to Ellen DeGeneres, finally turne dup the music like in Louisiana..and Saint Augustine

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Look What On

In class, Ginny said people were 16.  There is a girl with blonde curly hair who showed up later I know to Voice for the Actor..  She has big rounded legs and a thinner face that poofed up and got darker.  She had cute, strong toes and of course toenail polish..  I think she stimulated her for no reason.  There's another girl I met who talked to I realized someone I knew I think the Cali. girl in my group who's sweet with wavy light blonde hair English, who's been in Ginny's class 3 times in a row.  Her frame is pretty wide and yes obtuse.  She wants to play tennis with me.  Ginny was big today but shaped better.  Maybe I was taller, dunno..  Also, Ginny made the girl look veiny.

Ate out at School Last Night =}

ham & cheese wrap + chocolate chip cookie, large and kinda crumbly .. didn't get a Pina Colada ... I like Pina Colada ... I got a strawberry smooehtie and chicken quesedilla @ lunch.

Ate

Oscar Meyer Hot Dog my dad got Turkey with Heinz Ketchup on Wheat Bun, toasted on glass plate =}

some canned Chef Boyadree Macaroni & Cheese

My dad is coming home and eating, may have liverwurst when he leaves.  :|

Edit

I changed "All I Ask of You" from **** to *.

Tennis

Got the names of a bunch of kids to play tennis.  In the theater classes.  1 more tomorrow.

Covers of Me

Food

2 Leftover Pizzas

Pepperoni, DiGiorno, Rising Crust

I see I still have leftover Asian|Oriental, Chinese but not the elegant kind, the more, er, course kind.

Tennis

Was too tired to record, maybe not next time.  Didn't even have my backpack with me.  For the 1st time, I worked on just skidding the ball across the net, now just have to pow'r hit it from the back to any given corner through skidding.  I was good at locating a spot at the end the 1st time.

Police

A huge, fat policeman sat down, and I like goofed HA, was like over 2 feet wide.  There was a shaven, slick but not gauntly thin girl, darker, kinda dorky, and then some black police ladies and others.

Where It Started

People were racist and suggestive to me, like not open, not admitting I had beautiful white, creamy skin.  Like, visitors, friends, Gramma, then my aunts I guess.  People are always acting like safety nets.

So

I see that my dad is racist to my mom being cute.  I told Ginny my mom was cute, and Ellen was motherly.  I mean I posted it on IMDb.  Hey, this is my public blog and I post everything there to anyone to come, no private message boards blogs.

Ate

Liverwurst
...
Liverwurst?

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Let out a Load

Ah!  Went to the bathroom and it like sorta burned in a tingly way.  ?:  " ... "  I feel relieved for it, was doing my songs and decided to get up.  :|

GINNY! D;' WAH AH AH AH AH AH

No, I do NOT want to let lose..

So, I just, er, made myself feel in my crotch, when I get mad, when I get sad..  I just had to but was unable to like do it but still managed to stimulate myself o o o o o ) ) )  So, I got up and felt all mature like in old days and was just thinking I forget like uh why can't I just make myself like sense or feel or whatever.  You know, I don't know, stress about school and the lovely new gym class.  I forget about the gay feeling.

Oh, and it slipped my mind already what I was shouting out to Ginny about.  I got upset in class because people who are racist to me trigger me..  I thought I'd go home and cry about it but felt interrupted and wanted to feel.  :|

Lying Down

Usually have to fall asleep.

Last night, woke up like 20 times from like what 1 A.M. - 4:30 A.M.

12 total

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